A Fallen Angel's Viewpoint

Yeah.. i havn't on in a while. Basically, college work got really heavy, plus driving, plus singing lessons now.. but, yeah, i'm back.

So hello to the people i've made friends with and blah, and the people i haven't met yet..

Yeah, bye
Xx

..weren't quite as bad as i tohught they would be.

D in Media (which i thoguht i would fail).. but a U in Theatre Studies. I'm gutted as hell right now.

1. Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

Such a 'jump around and dance' song.

2. The Fray - How to Save a Life

I got told this should be my anthem >.> not sure about that.. but hey.

Very scared right now..

I predict i'm going to get Ungraded (in a very pessimistic mood tonight).

Black.. with purple streaks.

Think i can pull this one off?

Serious stomach pains today.. they started on my way home from college. I'm in a pretty bad mood anyway, because as a Virgin edia customer, i've lost Sky shannels, so shows such as 24 and Lost are being missed.. grr.. damn Virgin..

So my boyfriend (yay, love that word) had me round his house last night, and we watched two films..

First one was High School Musical. Come on, he'd never seen it, i had to show him.. he loved it, which i was very surprised by..

Second film was.. The Shining. And guess what.. he screamed! Properly, like a girl. It was at the bit where you see Jack all frozen and dead.. i'm sorry but.. WHY?! He's going to be teased about that for as long as i know him

My week = mixed bag again.

Plus sides

Me and all my friends having a big mealout together for one of their 17th birthdays. Was so fun, and even when we had to walk to college in the rain from there, we still ran around and acted like idiots

Finding out that someone i have had feelings for for months now.. reciprocates. It's early days, but still.

Seeing all my family again, and everyone having a good time.

Being able to finally appreciate how much i love doing what i do at work.

Minus Sides

Not being able to even go for the first interview stage at work, because i've had 3 three days off in 6 months.. i've been kicking myself, because i wanted that so bad..

Feeling like a human wordpunchbag, because some of my younger friends (e.g. 14/15) are at a stage where everythign is such a bigdeal, and their taking it out on me, because i'm the one that listens without having a go.

The girl that beat me up in college being allowed back in because she had 'personal issues' and that means she didn't really mean it. The fact that she then openly said me 'i'll get you back for what you did' after she came back seemingly does not apply.

Overall

The goods have outweighed the bads this week.. mainly because the friends i have that treasure me for me (rather then as a human wordpunchbag) have got me through the bad things this week. Life feels good..